I don’t know why some small things really upset me. Its usually the little things, as opposed to the major things that get me upset. So I had a good day over all no stress. Doing my normal thing. I had an NA (Narcotics anonymous) meeting tonight. We all kinda took turns reading this flyer, you read a paragraph or so then you passed it on to the next person. Well Cleo found his own copy laying around somewhere and he was following along on his own. It got to my turn and the guy to my left passed it to me and pointed to were he was in the reading, well come to find out he pointed me in the wrong paragraph, no big deal, So I started reading and I heard the confused comments like what? Huh? Then Old Cleo says “What are you reading, read the next paragraph.” I said sorry and went on. Inside this burned me up that he was somewhat rude about it. One I didn’t have my own fucking flyer, like this geek; to follow along the whole time and two, we are supposed to be helping each-other out. He is the one that is always making comments like we really need to do fellow brother as we would to our self. I know for a fact that this fuck would have gotten upset if I had talked to him this way. How am I supposed to know were we are in the reading if the guy reading before me didn’t even know. I guess its just ignorance. I don’t know if I will go back to this NA meeting next week, I kind of feel unwanted..
I know I’m not supposed to be mean or anything but maybe he has hit the crack pipe one to many times. I guess people can look at me though and same the same thing about a dirty heroin addict. pol
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