I sit here up for 20 hrs, this morning I woke up at 3 AM, laying in bed, and I can’t fall back asleep, I want a cigarette. So I drag myself up and go out and smoke, feel like I am in mild withdraw because I did not take my Suboxone the day before. [...]
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
So I bucked up the other day, I went to a shirk. I forced myself with everything I had in me, like starting a 15 page report for school to get out of bed and go. I was so scarred and nervous, I have never been to a shrink before. I didn’t know this guy [...]
I want to be.
I like to ruin photos of people. They are looking their best think they have the perfect photo then they develop it and they see my ugly mug making a stretched out face with one squinty eye. Yea I really have a good time doing that. I have had this feeling in my stomach like [...]
