So its been a week and a few days. I am happy to report I am drug free, well except the medication the doctor prescribed me. It in ways has been easier and in other ways has been harder. The physicality of it is nothing, no withdraw. The mental aspect has been the hardest. Going to work has been difficult, I always looked forward to going to work messed up, not I really don’t. I feel OK at work and now my work is a little more consistent. It sure beats the fuck out of the days I would go to work on nothing at all. I think those days i would have rather been dead than alive. So in that aspect I am respectfully happy. The cravings I have been getting to do dope have come back at me like a ton of bricks, I called my Dr. today, told them the story and they have decided to up my medication to two whole pills a day, which is 16 mg. (I think this is about the normal dose) I was taking 12mg a day, I started to feel kinda sluggish, just wasn’t myself like I was the first few days. The first four days I was on this medication I was taking 16mg and felt great, I think they wanted to get a high dose in me at first to get it built up. Does anyone else have any thought on what I need to do to kill this addiction. I went to a NA (Narcotics Anonymous) meeting last week. It was cool. Lots of crack heads, but they all made me feel welcome enough, I think I may just go back this Wednesday. Until Now peace pol
